9/20/2017 0 Comments tired of waitingI have been drifting in and out of moods. There is no swinging, just drifting. I think the bad hormone effects are starting. While I'm taking the hormones, I feel okay. Afterwards, I basically could start crying at any moment and have to work very hard at controlling myself.
The IUI went okay. We were waiting a long time and I definitely should not have told my boss I could work from home because I had a lot of cramping afterwards. It definitely wasn't as painful as the first time, but it still hurt. While I waited to go into the procedure room, I did a 10 minute meditation on an app that I love called Insight Timer. For some reason I feel like this month will work. It's a tricky line to walk, between optimism and realism. Statistically, for instance, this WON'T work. And then it will? Who can say... but, um, PLEASE WORK?! My friend came and gave me good vibes and I just felt. good. But who knows. Either way, it's good to feel good. I just know how disappointed I'll be if it doesn't. I'm already buying maternity clothes in my mind. In more of a practical way, mind you, I'm planning being pregnant. Which doctor will I be able to visit without taking too much time off work? When will I need maternity clothes? It sucks that you can't plan these things. I guess I just need to wait another two weeks and then I'll know. But URGH it's been THREE years already! I'm so sick of waiting!
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