9/13/2017 0 Comments these hormones are making me tiredSo I got pretty sad the week before last. I think the hormone hangover is worse than the actual hormones. Will investigate. I just finished this cycle's hormones (femera again) and last time the side effects were diarrhea, tiredness and mood swings after the fact. This time I don't have diarrhea (small victories) but I am absolutely shattered. SO tired. It's a demanding work week and I am floating. I remember the floating feeling from last time. Like I'm here but not really here.
(If you're doing hormone treatment, don't bother complaining to women who have given birth, because they will top your symptoms with their pregnancy symptoms. Every time.) So aside from being tired, I am not overly emotional right now (actually taking the hormones made the sadness go away, strangely, I'm sure it'll be back) BUT if something emotional happens, my reaction is EXTRA (as the kids say). So I'll cry at a sad commercial or whatever. Right now my ovaries are BIG, I can feel them. Maybe this is the month?! I really try not to get my hopes up, but I definitely feel bloated down there AND maybe it's psychosomatic, but I feel it on my left side. Fingers crossed. I'm not even worried about getting pregnant so soon into the job anymore because I just want this hormone hell to be done. Even if pregnancy is another kind of hormone hell, I'm done with this one. So I have an appointment Saturday morning and the hope is that I'm ready to go, they'll have an injection for me to take Saturday night and I'll be inseminated Sunday morning (that way I won't even have to take time off work for the appointment! how fortunate would that be?!) Here's hoping this is the month! We'll officially have been trying for three years in a week or two. Would be great if this could wrap up now! Thanks, universe!
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