4/21/2017 1 Comment Another month, another one of theseUgh. The disappointment sinks in. I tried to convince myself I didn't care this time. Either way was fine with me! If I wasn't pregnant, I'd start my new job and focus on that, so it was a win-win.
I remember when I was applying for university. I applied to two great programs and couldn't decide which one to do. A woman, a mentor type, said to me, "Why don't you wait to see which one you get into first?" It was good advice. I only got into one. She was right! Instead of worrying myself about which choice to make, I should have just chilled. Same situation here. I was so worried about telling my new boss at my new job that I was already pregnant, I worried about it every day. Well, not a problem. It's been years. Years and years. Waiting, trying, tests and injections and bloodwork and appointments and time. All that time. Waiting rooms and sitting on the couch and putting my life on hold. Again and again. And another month, another negative pregnancy test. I know this was my first IUI and it takes three to get the best results. But fuck, man. I should mention I don't get my official results until Tuesday, which is a Monday test. Three days away. So I guess I could still be pregnant. They tell you not to take an early test. But I took a fancy Clearblue early detection test, sooo. It's most likely right. Sigh. Disappointment.
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12/15/2022 07:49:49 am
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